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[ He actually flusters slightly at that, reaching up to scratch behind his ear. ]

That wasn't the point I was trying to make though.

Perhaps not, but that doesn't make it any less true.

[Accept the compliment, Merlin.]

There are some who can go an entire lifetime without finding someone like that.

If you put it like that, I hope Feenie does that for you as well.

[ Eyebrows raise... he better, or he's going to find himself tripping over odd vines that weren't there minutes before!!! ]

[Her brows rose slightly at the name, surprised, before she gave a soft giggle.]

I didn't know anyone besides me called him that.

Well I don't, but it's what you call him.

...And you aren't answering the question.

[Iris, of course, then assumed he was just teasing her for the nickname.]

That doesn't mean you have to. Everyone else I talk to either calls him Phoenix or Mr. Wright. Oh, except for Mystic Maya--she calls him "Nick" for some reason.

[And as for his question:]

He's more than taken care of me. In a way, I owe him my life.

[ More like teasing Phoenix for her using it... ]

Well I call him Mr. Wright to his face. [ Though ... he isn't sure he wants to go with this topic when she says she potentially owes him her life. ]

...What happened?

[What happened, indeed. Where does she even begin?]

There was...somebody was killed at the Temple where I live. Somebody very close to a lot of the people involved. I was blamed for it--[a story in and of itself]--and taken away.

Feenie...at one point, I was sure I would be found guilty, but because of him and his friends, the...truth came out. [A painful truth, yes, but one which shed light on so much of their respective and shared pasts.] He believed in me, when he had...every reason not to. [Yet another story] For that, I owe him my life.

Sorry-- [ He maybe thought she was talking about something... not as catastrophic as that but... ]

Then I'm glad he was there for you. It can't have been busy, if you were blamed for it. You didn't have to say anything either so-- [ He presses his lips together, kind of awkward, then says: ] Thanks.

[Her whole life was catastrophic; being accused of murder still wasn't even close to the worst part of her story.]

...for what?

[She had been ready to tell him he hadn't needed to apologize, but then the expression of gratitude caught her of-guard.]

[ This is true, but it's still bad if it can lead to your head on a chopping block. ]

For saying? I mean... you didn't have to.

[...well, technically she would have been hung, but semantics.]

I know.

But...it's alright, Merlin. I've spent so much of my life having to hold things inside and keep secrets from people...it's almost a relief to have someone to talk to about everything.

[ Either way it leads to death!!! ]

Well you can. Whenever you want, I mean. I don't mind listening. [ Even if he isn't sharing his own thoughts... ] With anything, really.

That's very sweet of you.

[Even if he never did share his own thoughts. Long as it had taken her to reach a point of openness, she would hardly expect the same from him if he wasn't ready.]

Goodness, though. There's...just so much. I know you already know some of it--[Thanks to a few momentary outbursts in the past.]--but...well, I suppose you can say my life has been full of extreme ups and downs.

Not really, it's just what a friend does, right?

[ Apparently...... ]

They definitely seem like extremes, anyway.

...very extreme.

[She also did not mind admitting that much.]

Within the last five years, I'd both found a love I'd never though I'd have the chance to feel...and been betrayed by the people who should have been closest to me.

[ He looks sympathetic though. ]

No one deserves to be betrayed. Though the love is definitely an upside to things, right?

[She nodded a little shyly at that.]

I only wish...it hadn't taken us so long.

But then, that was my fault as well.

It was? [ He tilts his head at that, though he leans back a little when their orders arrive, the waitress setting them on the table with a smile. Merlin tells her thank you, but it's distracted, he's too focused on Iris herself. ]

[She nodded. And smiled a sad smile.]

When Feenie and I first met...I lied to him.

I told him I was my sister.

[ Some things are starting to add up now when she admits that. The story she wrote, what she said earlier about Phoenix forgiving her and everything. ]

But he loved you for you, not someone you were pretending to be, right?

[ Unlike him who is hiding an entire past that shows him to be a lot colder than he wants to be... sort of, anyway. ]

[He does now. Of that, she had every confidence, although...back then...]

It's a little...more complicated than that.

You see...the only reason I met him in the first place was to pretend to be my sister. She had met him first, and...well...she had done something bad. And she needed to hide the evidence. So she gave it to him and pretended it was a gift out of love at first sight.

When she tried to get it back...Dahlia always had a...violent way of handling things and people in her way. And I didn't want her to have any more blood on her hands, so I begged her to let me take her place. I colored my hair, and on our first date, I pretended I was that same girl he met the first time in hopes of getting that evidence back.

[ Back then... it was different. He gets it. He stays quiet and just sips at his drink when she starts talking. He doesn't want to try eating when she's talking about all of this. It's important. ]

But you ended up falling for him while pretending to be her? [ It's romantic, even if it's a messed up situation that caused it. ]

...yes.

[There was no denying that much. She had never meant him any harm, but she also had never expected that turn of events.]

We were together for almost a year. I did keep trying to get the gift back, yes, but...I also had the chance to spent time with him. Get to know him. His hopes and dreams and learn the way he saw things. One day, I realized...that I was happy. Just being with him. That I hated the lies and deception. I...I was almost ready to finally tell him the truth, even, before...Dahlia took it upon herself to act.

She'd grown impatient with me. Maybe she knew my feelings had changed. Maybe she thought I would betray her. Maybe I would have. I can't say for certain now. But...she tried to kill him, only she ended up killing a friend of his instead. And she pinned the murder on him. When they found the poor boy's body...it was Dahlia pretending to cry over him, playing the role of first on the scene.

I was so ashamed of everything that I...ran back to Hazakura Temple, where I remained for the next five years. Hidden so well that I might never have existed at all. And in all that time, Feenie was never the wiser. He continued to think Dahlia and I were the same person...and that "I" had betrayed him.

[ That I hated the lies and deception. I was almost ready to finally tell him the truth... It all rings too true, honestly. He, in comparison, probably mirrored Dahlia just as much though. Iris never did anything that would truly tarnish her hands. She kept a promise to a loved one, and tried to get something back.

She didn't have blood on her hands in the same way, at least from what she's told him here.

His eyes lower to the table, gut churning a bit.

He doesn't really want to eat anymore. ]

He must be a good person, to forgive five years of doubt like that.

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